I wanna heart to die but not soul to live – episode 13

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Devi g- Anika beta i need to talk to u. About Gauri and Bhavay

Anika- g dadi.

Devi g – beta come sit with me. U r so busy in ur work that u have forgotten ur Dadi to.

Anika- it’s not like that it’s just that I wasn’t here for long time so I have look after business now. And my beautiful Dadi how can I forget u. Now say it what u want?

Devi g- beta actually I want to talk to u

Anika- g dadi

Devi g- beta after so many years my princess came back to RM so

Anika- had a flashback of her childhood and that happened to them. Why they got separated?

Devi g- beta where u get lost in urself

Anika- no Dadi i was just thinking

Dadi g- can I join u both if u don’t mind Anika puttar

Anika- was quite

Devi g- come preeto i was just talking to Anika. After so many days I’m going to spend time with her

Dadi g- yes ur right even I’ll too get some time to spend with Anika

Soon all gather in hall.

Jhanvi- so maa g what u where talking to Anika even we too what to talk ur lovely daughter. She’s very pretty and her heart is more pretty I’m right na maa g and.she looked Anika

Pinky- oho jethani g u r so cute and flatter alot

Dadi- stay quite pinky

Pinky- mummy g why u always say me to be quite.

Devi g- glance Anika

Shivay- step in and was whole wet.

Pinky- Stood up and pov OMM Shivay what happened to u. Go and change clothes otherwise u will get cold.

Shivay- mom i’hv and it’s just I slipped in pool and he smiled looking Anika who was ignorning him.

Anika- dadi I’m going to Bhavay room . U along with Oberio decide what they want and how. We Rajput’s will do.

Shivay- start sneezing

Dadi- beta go and change now see u r sneezing now.

Anika- didn’t bother and walk off.

Shivay- became sad

Rikara- notice them

Om- Gauri! Bhabi is real changed she even doesn’t look towards Shivay

Gauri- Omkara g now I’m too feeling that.
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Bhavay room

Rudy- holding hand of Bhavay and pov why? U haven’t told me that u have this problem.what if something had happened to u?

Bhavay- was sleeping due to injection affect

Rudy- u knw when I saw u i felt something new. That time I was struggling with myself what to name this but when u went away from me and I saved u from fire and the tears in ur eyes where pricking me.
And on that day when Anika bhabi left us i realised my feeling for u. And i love u bhavay.

Anika- who was listening to Rudy confession felt happy for her sister and she without Rudy notice left from there.

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Devi g- Anika beta come her

Anika- g

Devi g- Anika beta now u r her so I want to go to our (pushtani) mandair and Oberio r coming with me.so tomorrow early in morning we will leave.

Anika- but why dadi?

Devi g- beta i promised myself that the day my granddaughters will come back that day I’ll visit there and more importantly i want to pray for my dreatest daughter may bhagwan give u ur happiness too. I knw u never think about urself.

Anika- Dadi why u worry for me? What I’m, I’m happy

Shivay- was sneezing again

Dadi- puttar see u have got cold now.

Devi g- it wont be long lasting preeto. Anika go and make kaara for shivay. Preeto u knw Anika’s kaara is very famous

Anika- dadi how can I and now I don’t remember ask servants to do that. As I don’t want that others to get cold. Anika called servant

Shivavy – eyes got watery

Servant- g ma’am

Anika- make karra for Mr Oberio and give it to him.

Servant- ok ma’am

Rudy- O I’m telling u this time bhabi won’t forgive bhaiya easily

Om- Rudy jab chot taan per lagti hai to ghaao merham say bhaar jatey hai. Magar jab maan per lagti hai to khud k liya he saza banjati hai.
Phir lakh koi merham lagaye yeh phir bhi nishaan choor jati hai.

Aut Yeh to phir ishq ki de hui chot hai jis k nishaan to mith jaye gay magar dard umer bhaar rahey ga.

Rudy- uff O i can’t understand ur deep meaning talks can’t u say it in simple language

Om- dumbbell Oberio if I’ll say it in simple language u won’t understand that too so leave.

Rudy- O don’t take me light

Om- shut up Rudy.
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Rudy- chalo na I’m hungry and ur deeping meaning talks won’t fill my empty stomach so come na.

Om- chal duffer

Gauri- Dadi dinner is ready come have it.

Dadi- Gauri puttar call Anika too

Devi g- preeto she won’t have dinner with us.

Dadi- preeto is u don’t mind can I go and call her

Devi g- off course preeto she’s ur granddaughter too.
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Dadi- where’s Anika?

Gauri- She’s sitting in garden

Dadi- ok fine. Let me call her in.

Gauri- shall I come with u.

Dadi- NO. And she step out to call Anika.

Anika- who was again lost somewhere. And she doesn’t notice Dadi standing behind her.

Dadi- called Anika but she was lost. Then Dadi put her hand on Anika shoulder and Anika came out of her thoughts

Anika- U here? When u came ?

Dadi- I was standing here for long time but u where lost in ur own world. And if u don’t mind can I sit with u.

Anika- why u r saying like this come sit

Dadi- puttar u know today I’m breathing it’s just for ur sake. Before u left ur Dadi u requested me not to fell weak and ser I’m still the same u knw why bcoz u asked for this. Otherwise I would have died on that day when u left me.

Anika- Dadi don’t say this please u r the strength for ur house

Dadi- then why puttar u felt so weak

Anika- I’m not weak Dadi .who told u this?

Dadi- Anika then why u r fighting with urself, why u have caged urself in the pool of pain ? Puttar woh he insan kamzoor hota hai jo duniya ki bheer main apna wajhood he mita dy. Aur tu woh nahe hai jisaye aaj ki Anika Singh Rajput janti bhi nahe. Khud say pouch kar dekh kon thi wo “Anika” sirf “Anika”

Anika- eyes got widen

Dadi- puttar is u don’t mind can I hug u it so long that didn’t hug me but i won’t too and she hugged Anika and Dadi had tears in her eyes

Anika- too reciprocates but with no emotions

Dadi- aparted from Anika and pov see i have came here to call u for dinner and I start giving u lecture now come puttar.

Anika- Dadi u go I’m coming

Dadi- come soon all r waiting for u and she start moving but Dadi turned back to see Anika who was again lost somewhere.

Anika- Dadi main to yehi thi jo main aaj hoon aur woh Anika to koi aur thi bhool gaye thi NKK koi wajhood nahe rakhtaye. Bus ab jo hai woh yehi hai “ASR” aur khuch nahe hai meri zindgi may is k siwa.

Shivay- was shocked to listen this and pov SSO in ur tadi what u have done?

Sad version of O jaana played
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Anika- Gauri, how’s Bhavay now?

Guari- She’s still sleeping. Di

Anika- I’m going to Bhavay room and bring her dinner too

Gauri- ok

Bhavay room

Anika- Bhavay get up my doll have ur dinner

Bhavay- hug her Di. I don’t won’t to eat.

Anika- why? ACP Bhavay u have to and today I’ll make u eat

Gauri- here’s ur dinner “love”

Anika- start feeding Bhavay

Gauri- I think I should also get sick then di will to pamper me. Shankar ji…..

Anika- put finger on Gauri lips. Gauri don’t say that ever. May u both get my life too.

Gaya- looked each other

All thrio start feeding one another

Shivomru- where peeking them

Om pov- Anika bhabi, is pampering Gauri and Bhavay like mother

Rudy- u r right O, bhabi loves every1 alot

Shivay- was looking Anika and pov to himself. How beautiful she’s. Just perfect and what i did to her?

Om- Rudy see tough she’s smiling but her eyes r filled with sadness
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Anika- now it’s enough now Gauri go to ur room and sleep. Bhavay u too sleep

Gauri- fine di. And plz u too take rest. Bhavay di ko aur pershan nahe karna sleep now. Bye di.

Shivomru- ran from there

Anika- Bhavay I’m coming u sleep and if u need something call me I’m there

Bhavay- ok di. Good nite

Anika- kissed on bhavay forehead went out
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Shivay- was again sneezing and he couldn’t sleep so he step out off room and went downstairs.

Study room light was on

Shivay- who’s there at this time? And he moved towards study.

Anika- wearing spectacles and was working on laptop as usual

Shivay- her eyesight got weak too. But she’s looking so cute in them too. But how come she’s still awake. Shivay sneezed again

Anika- get conscious and pov( thinking) mad man now got cold but why I’m thinking. He gets cold, fever etc i have no concern

Shivavy- thinking about me not bad beautiful

Anika- U ? And I’m not. Go from here let me work Mr Oberio

Shivay- start coming close to Anika

Anika- who was sitting on chair was moving back where shivavy was coming getting close to her.

Shivay- don’t lie to me Anika I know u r worried for me.

Anika- in ur dreams and get off from me.

Shivay- why? Oho u r losing urself on me na. I know I’m handsome and u can’t control urself. U want to love me and…

Anika- tried to stood up but Shivay pushed her back. Anika eyes got wide

Shivay- in his husky voice pov Anika name and he came close to Anika lips

Anika- was feeling nervous and her breath was increasing

Shivay- I haven’t done anything and ur breath is increasing what if I really did something and Shivay cupped Anika face.

Anika- was getting unwell. Her brain was roming and suddenly she got headache. She hold Shivay hand tightly

Shivay- Anika! He start caressing her face. But he got worried when he felt something strange.

Anika- pov “Shivay…yy and she closed her eyes

Shivay- Anika, Anika what happened to u? Open ur eyes I’m sorry I was just teasing u. Shivay took her in his arms and lay down her on bed. Anika what strong with u is there something happened to U?
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Precape shail in Rajput Mansion
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