I wanna heart to die but not soul to live – episode 19

Ignore spelling , typo and grammatical mistakes and continue reading my ff
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Do mention ur favourite moment
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Devi g- why Gauri is not receiving my call

Jhanvi- maa g call Bhavay I’m sure she’s going to receive it call

Devi g- Bhavay is too not receiving. Bhagwan meri poti ki raksah karna

Dadi- Anika theek to hai na kehi sach may to nahe…..
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Rajput Mansion

A room is shown full of pictures, but was messed up like for years no one step in to this room

Gaya and shivomru were running and again PIANO played all stop on listening to voice outside the room

Anika was playing piano and she start singing

Lori suna fir se
Mujhe neend nahi aati hai
Bada hua hun magar
Bachpan kahi baaki hai

Jo sukoon milta
Tere aanchal mein
Na kahi milta duniya mein

( Shivavy omru , gauri and Bhavay srart crying)
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Anika while laying on her maa bed

Kaash so jaaun
Sote hi reh jaun
Hai thakan kitni akhiyon mein

( Shivay kneely down and pat his head on door)
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Anika  having the flashback of  her childhood sufferings,  how Shivay forced her to marry her, his NNK arrows thrown on her, Pinky  threats, , dakash tocher, Shivay calling her gold digger and now today recent incidents Bhavay saying she hates her

Duniya toh kitna sataati hai maa

( Shivay too had a flashback of forcing Anika for to marry her, dakash , tia drama and all recent incidents)
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 Anika having flashback Shivay giving her blank cheque and saying u r sold

Wo baarish mein gum ki bhigati hai maa
( Shivay also have the same flashback)
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Gauri and Bhavay having flashback of how Anika took care of them

Tu toh khud bheeg jaaye sukhe mein sulati hai
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 Anika  covering her with her maa shawal remembering and dreaming that she’s laying in her maa lap

Lori suna fir se
Mujhe neend nahi aati hai
Tere aanchal mein
Duniya mil jaati hai
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Bhavay and Gauri  start singing

Dard dil ke kyu?
Apne chhupati hai?
Tu chhupa mujhko aanchal mein
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Anika kissing her maa pictures

Haal hafton se
Puchha nahi tera
Dekh kitna hun paagal main
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Gauri and Bhavay

Kyu zakham kisi ko dikhaye nahi?
Kyu ye kisi ko bataye nahi?
Ke tu sabko khila bin khaye so jaati hai
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Anika took her maa ” astiya” and start crassesing them

Chaar din ki kyu?
Ye zindgaani hai
Mujhko shikayat ye Khuda se hai

Ek maati ke putle hum saare hain
Kuch paas rehte kuch judaa se hain
Chup-chap gaye wo bataya nahi
Par tu jaaye to humse chhupana nahi
Maa tu bin bataye aksar chali jaati hai
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Anika closed her eyes while
Laying on bed holding maa picture close to her heart

Lori suna fir se
Mujhe neend nahi aati hai
Tere aanchal mein
Duniya mil jaati hai
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All step in and were in pool of tears

Shivay carcessing Anika face Gauri and Bhavay sitting next to anika

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Shivay couldn’t see her lady love like this  he with tears in his eyes was  stepping out but foot back  when

Anika not in her senses and under the effect of pain  in sleep pov  “Maa janti ho Bhavay aur Gauri bhi mjhse nafarat karti hai. Maa please mujhe apnaye pas bula lay mujhe aur nahe jeena . main thaak chuki hoon maa.

Gaya- Anika di ?

Shivay- came back and hug Anika.

Gaya and omru left them alone for sometime

Shivay- bury (cover face with hand) Anika face why Anika why u want to die. U r my Anika dabang Anika who’s not afarid of anyone not from me then how can u even think about it.. Anika u have to live for me . Shivay hug Anika tightly crying like child.

Gauri and Bhavay were crying

Rudy- was also crying om hug him Rudy stop crying. U r also crying O.

Om- Rudy i’hv never seen Anika bhabi like this. U know when she entered in our life’s and specially in  Shivay bhaiya life she taught him meaning of love, today we r living it’s just because of her did u remember whenever some1 attack Oberoi’s she saved us without thinking about her life.

Tu janta hai zindagi ko kesay jeetaye hai yeh bhabi nay hum Oberoi’s ko sekhaya.

Rudy- cleaning Om tears yes O she used to live her life in “bindas” style no fear. I had everything but still i used to complain but Anika bhabi spend all her life like middle class but still she always had spark in her eyes giving 440 voltage smile

Om- lakin aaj woh  bhaagatey bhaagatey , sab aur khud  say lartaye lartaye itna thaak gaye hai bus ab toh woh………
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Gauri- Bhavay Dadi is calling at this time

Bhavay- di Dadi also called me what to do now

Gauri- let me recieve otherwise Dadi will get to know that something is fishy. Hello Dadi how r U?

Devi g- beta I’m fine and where’s Anika

Gauri- eyed Bhavay

Bhavay- what happened di

Gauri- Dadi is asking about Anika di.

Devi g- Gauri beta hello. Is everything all right. Is Anika fine na I’m having negative vibes about her

Gauri- with heavy throat. Yes Dadi, Anika di is fine u know na di she’s busy with her laptop and work

Devi g- beta why u throat is getting heavy? Please them me r u saying truth na give fone to Anika till I don’t talk to Anika I won’t get peace

Gauri- Dadi who actually di is bu..s..y.

Devi g – Gauri why u r stammering. Hello Gauri r u listening. ( No response)

Dadi- what happened devi? Is Anika fine

Devi g- preeto something is really fishy Gauri throat was heavy and when I asked her to give fone to Anika she made exuses

Dadi- devi i think tomorrow we should leave from here

Devi g- yes preeto u r right i can’t take risk this time.
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Rajput Mansion

Shivay- step down

Gaya and omru- Shivay bhiaya, how’s di now

Shivay- Anika is sleeping but she’s getting restless in sleep too. Tomorrow we have to take her to hospital. I have to find out why she again gets faint

Gauri- again bhaiya what u mean?

Shivay- few days back did u remember when u said Anika was having headache

Gauri- yes I said. Chanda told me that since morning  di was having

Shivay- yes not morning but night i went to study where  Anika was working ( flashback) so on that day she fainted because of headache ?

Om- but Shivay one thing is clicking my mind why Anika bhabi haven’t shade a single drop of tear today whatever happened?

Rudy- yes bhaiya O is right and u and chullbul bhabi are saying that Anika bhabi head aches  badly but why she didn’t make any gesture of pain

Bhavay- what u mean? Make it clear please

Rudy- listen  too me not listen I’ll show u. Bhavay hit me hard on my head

Shivay- Rudy this is not the time for fun.

Rudy- bhaiya I’m serious too and I want my khirkitor bhabi. So let me do want

Gauri- Shivay bhaiya let Rudy bhiaya do want he wants

Rudy- Bhavay take this and hit me

Bhavay- sure u want me

Rudy- nodded “Yes”

Bhavay- fine be ready. And Bhavay hit Rudy on head

Rudy- ouch and he hold his head with both hands. Rudy see have u all notice my gesture. I got headache and I  screamed while holding my head

Om- but when Anika bhabi head aches. She doesn’t make any single gesture nor any expression of pain

Gauri- and I’m sure today also she got headache and she faints

Shivay- and chanda also said that Anika head aches badly

Bhavay- and she shouldn’t be given any stress

Gauri- and di anger is increasing day by day.

Shivay- but where it’s link together. Shivay start crying meri Anika no Kya huwa hai ?
Anikaaa…

Anika- in sleep got restless and pov shivavyyyyy name.

Shivay- excused himself and went to his room

Rudy try to leave but om ask him to leave Shivay alone for sometime

Rudy- but O Shivay bhaiya

Om- Rudy ,Shivay is responsible for all this and from onwards none of us going to help him. He himself has to solve this matter now.
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Next Day 4: 00 am
It was still raining in pune as it’s month of October

cold breeze hitting Anika face but emotionless heart how can feel the cold too. Soul all died, body like log with much difficulty open her eyes fill with emptiness.

Anika- felt something strange and she rolled her eyes and was shocked to see that she’s not in her own room. I’m in ma….. room but how?

Anika stood up and start stressing herself and she moved out and start collecting and stressing herself.

I entered the mansion and then all start “hammering” me she stood near her room and after that what happened and how can I go there?

Anika step in to garden

Shivay- woke up and went to room where Anika was sleeping yesterday but he found room locked. He ran towards Anika room but he notice………

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Percape  no percape
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