I wanna heart to die but not soul to live – episode 20

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Shivay- again this mad girl is gone it’s raining outside and weather is getting cold let me check it’s 4:00 am may be she’s….

Shivay notice Anika laying on floor in this cold weather

Anika- body without soul without covering her body with any warm clothes it’s raining i hate this rain. As it’s 4:00 am it’s still dark. Anika talking to herself  she lay down on pool side putting her hand in water  and start pov

What happened in last few hours?

I entered mansion then they all start after that
Uff mujh kuch yaad kyun nahe aa raha. Us din bhi jab…….. And she closed her eyes

Shivay- who was listen to Anika got shocked to hear this Shivay pov what’s this seriously she didn’t remember. That’s why she haven’t said anything to me on that day.

Anika- why I’m no…..t and she again senses Shivay presences and she opened her eyes and rolled her eyes upwards and saw Shivay behind her

Shivay- u still senses my presence and  what r u doing her it’s cold and see u have also dip ur hand in water come with me and what u r not wearing any jacket get up and  come now

Anika- closed her eyes

Shivay- Anika I’m talking to u not to this pool. Look u will get cold see it’s raining too. Get up

Anika- stubborn

Shivay- Anika and he tried to pick her up but Shivay slips and on Anika. 

Anika widen her eyes

Shivay- on the top of Anika, Shivay start smiling.

Ishq hai aansu ishq hai naghma
Ishq sukoon hai raahat hai
Ishq hai sehra ishq hai dariya
Ishq junoon hai zahmat

Shivay- start sweating in cold weather too. Shivay smiling and in his husky voice see u r giving me hot sweat in this cold too Anika .

Anika- hit Shivay on chest. Get up from me

Shivay- why? Can’t i and he start eyeing Anika lips.

Anika- What r u doing?

Shivay- what? I haven’t done anything yet but if u want to do this I’m ready and Shivay came more close to Anika

Anika- put hand on her lips but her palm was towards Shivay lips

Shivay- pat his lips on Anika palm and Shivay start giving naughty smile

Anika- eyes got more wide. Get up from me Mr Oberoi u r too heavy

Shivay- then what to do u can’t bear my weight and I can’t resist  of  u and  Shivay eyeing Anika bare neck and he  winks..

Anika- was getting angry

Shivay- ok , ok don’t get angry wait i think i’hv put on more weight these days so what we can do is that u ” come on top of me” I don’t mind I can bear ur weight and ………

Anika- again hit Shivay on chest and she start struggling.

Shivay- too notice that Anika is getting irked from all this and now as he’s little worried for Anika health he stood up

Anika- quickly stood up and start hitting Shivay  how dare u do and say that to me. Don’t test my patients

Shivay- what u will do if I start testing ur patients ?

Anika-leave me alone. I said just go

Shivay- was too getting in his SSO mode. Anika why should I leave u. When I used to be upset u always come up and cheers me. Then how can I leave u when u r …..

Anika- frown him and tried to run

Shivay- Anika, he took Anika in arms and throw her in pool. Shivay too jump in pool

Anika- got shocked and she start coming close to Shivay and pov how…

Shivay- smiling and in Anika style start stepping back and pov  in his husky voice
” Shivay yeh ap kya kar rahey hai”

Anika- had flashback of how she used to say    ” Shivay yeh ap kya kar rahey hai”

Shivay- smiling ” koi aa jaye ga mujhe janey dey, yeh pool hai koi dekh lay ga”

Anika truned back and was stepping out of the pool but Shivay pull and “TUG” Anika.

Shivay remove her hairs and was there to kiss on hers eralobe but Anika start sneezing and start moving out of pool .

Shivay uff I’m sorry Anika. But why should be i sorry it’s all ur fault. U r so hot and s*xy that I can’t control myself.

Anika-  all wet  sneezing but she was absent minded one thing that was running in her mind is ” how come i slept in maa room” thinking about this she step to her room

Shivay- was coming behind her whole wet but was worried for Anika. What she’s thinking that  she haven’t shouted on me.
I want to see what happened to her when she get furious but she was somewhere else

Anika- the doors of that room were closed for years i sweared to myself that I won’t ever going to step in to that room and nore going to let my sister’s go there but how? Sneez

Shivay- who was near Anika room knocked on it and pov Anika change ur clothes u will get cold u r sneezing too. Anika r u listening

Anika- uff ek to yeh mere peechaye parah hai

Shivay- Anika mainey saun liya aur jab tak tum meri bahon may sitaam nahe jati main tumharye peechaye parah raho gaya. And this i promise to u from ur bhagar billa Anika.

Now change ur clothes and good morning hotty
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 8:00 am

All woke up

Gauri- Bhavay come let’s check Anika di

Shivay- where u both r going?

Gauri- to Maa room where Anika was sleeping

Shivay- Anika is in her own room

Rudy- eating Apple in style and pov how come u know that Anika bhabi is in her room. What happened last night between two lovebirds ?

Bhavay- laughing

Rudy-  Shivay bhaiya  kya esa huwa tha. took the change to romance with Bhavay  and pull her closed and did RK pose

Bhavay- what r u doing? Rudy

Rudy- shivika romance. It’s there way of romance “Anika bhabi pushing and Shivay bhaiya pulling bhabi close” like

Dadi- oye khotaya what u r doing “like this” chaad Bhavay un( leave Bhavay)

Bhavay- feel shy and Hug dadi( devi g)

Shivay- Dadi u came back without informing us.

Bhavay- Gauri di  Dadi came back come

Gauri- took the blessings from all and hug her dadi

Devi g- felt something

Omru- too hug them

Devi g- how r u all?

Gaya and shivomru we r fine absolutely fine

Dadi- hope so and where’s Anika

Bhavay- Dadi g, Anika di is in her room

Devi g- what? She haven’t went to office. Is she fine na.

Anika- came out of her room still sneezing.

Devi g- Anika puttar

Pinky aunty- chalo g  there comes the “and drama queen” dadi I’m fine. How r u? Have u taken ur medicines and balabalaba…….

Jhanvi- pinky have u said something

Pinky- no i haven’t.

Dadi- that’s good. Shakti beta take Pinky with u   she need rest

Pinky- ohoho mummy g i know why u r sending me in’s. I also don’t want to stay here

Dadi- devi g I’m sorry from Pinky side

Devi g- u don’t have to me

Anika- Dadi and she hug her dadi and took blessings from elders

Dadi- puttar won’t u hug me

Anika- Dadi why u haven’t informed me about ur arrival

Devi g- because I want to surprise u and…..

Fone on landline

Om- hello who’s their?

Dev- hello it’s me dev Singh Rajput can I talk to anika

Anika- snatch the fone from Om and pov yes Mr dev

Gaya- baba fone

Anika- glanced them

Shivay- notice that

Dev- I was calling u on fone but ur fone was switch off where is it

Anika- in serious tone just say why u called me? ok fine I’m coming and don’t call on landedline again

Shivay- why she’s getting rude to him who’s he

Anika- sneezing aachuu…aachuu

Shivay- God bless you and smiled

Anika- frown him

Shivay- got sad and fakely start sneezing aachuu… aachuu God bless me

Gauri- Anika di u got cold, di have some tea

Anika- I don’t need thank you

Gauri- eyes got watery

Bhavay- Anika di is angry with us. And she has right to be what we did yesterday with her

Devi g – what u did?

Om- notting Dadi g yesterday we played alot and heard alot about Anika di.

Shivay- had a flashback of yesterday happening

Gauri- now go to ur rooms and fresh up and let me prepare breakfast for u all.

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Rajput office

Anika thinking- when chanda will come i have to go back to Canada in 2- 3 days because if I stayed here from more days this man( Shivay) is going to…… and I don’t want she closed her eyes and had a flashback of  Shivavy calling her gold digger and shameless. She immediately open her eyes. No Mr Oberoi not this time.

Dev- u called me

Anika- yes actually I’hv to wide up all the work that was pending in 2-3 so give me all the files and work need to be done

Dev- what’s hurry in that we can go in smooth way too. U don’t need to put all load on ur shoulders.

Anika- I’m in hurry and wait a minute why u want this to run in smooth way

Dev- because I’m ur “DAD” I’m worried for u.

Anika – oho really u r worried from me and she got angry. Leave from here and give me these files and Anika start working like machines

Dev- looked Anika with love but couldn’t stop his daughter from kill herself and he left the cabin

Anika- stop working rest her head on chair and pov i haven’t forget anything Mr Dev Singh Rajput. Today also ur sound echo in my ears.

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Gauri- was crying

Om- Gauri why u r crying?

Gauri- omkara g  for the first time i’hv anger in Anika di eyes for me and Bhavay.

Om- Gauri stop crying i know na what she has faced and I know u both love ur Anika di alot but still u both shouldn’t have said that to Anika bhabi.

Gauri- but Omkara g di has to understand that she’s doing wrong with herself and how can we “dig Anika di grave” ourselves

Om- Gauri , bhabi needs time and now no more  “rona dona” otherwise I’m going to and he start  tingling Gauri

Gauri- start laughing hahaha omkara g it’s enough now my stomach is aching

Om- tingling Gauri u stop this hahah i can’t laugh more

Gauri- hahah ” OMKARA”

Om- stop at this what u said?

Gauri- too stop laughing and realised what she said and she shies

Om- come again

Gauri- what Omkara g ?

Om- Gauri not “g” omkara and he again tingling Gauri

Gauri- aur nahe Omkara g

Om- Gauri say omkara tingling hahah and Om pat kiss on Gauri cheek

Gauri- omkara g and she put hand on her cheek

Kehne Lagi Dono Se Woh
Khamoshiyaan… O Saathiya
Kehne Lagi Dono Se Woh
Khamoshiyaan… O Saathiya

Saathiya… Saathiya
Saathiya… Saathiya
Saathiya… Saathiya
Saathiya… Saathiya

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Evening time 6:00 pm

Anika- step in with huge bundles of files in her hand.

Devi g – beta what’s this?

Anika- called servant and ask them to put these file in study and I’m coming. G dadi

Devi g- beta why u bring office work at home don’t u need rest

Anika- Dadi I’ll rest and will sleep forever

Devi g- Anika and she start crying

Shivay- too frown Anika and his eyes change colour

Anika- Dadi i was joking now stop crying i’hv to work too and seeing u crying i can’t do  that

Devi g- do what u want I’m going to my room

Gate keeper- ma’am engineers came outside

Anika- oh yes call them in

Rudy- what’s Anika bhabi up to do

Bhavay- don’t know but for sure she’s going to do something big

Engineers- ma’am so shall we start r work

Anika- yes come with me

Gauri- di what u r doing?

Anika- Gauri I’ll talk to u later.

Shivay- called one engineer and ask why u came here

Engineer- ma’am wants to it’s room secure and she wants digital locks

Shivay- what?

Gauri- now she won’t let us in to her room I know her slients bring storm.

Bhavay- how can she do that to us?

Anika- now none can enter in my room and nore some1 can talk to me from door

After few hours

Engineers- ma’am ur work is completed now we’ll take ur leave

Anika- take ur payment

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Percape  chanda to tell Shivay about Anika health
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