I wanna heart to die but not soul to live – episode 30 (Updated)

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Shail- hug Anika

Anika- too hug shail and fall down and faints

Shail- Anika di

Devi g- Anika

Shivavy- took Anika in arms and laid her bed

Gauri- crying what happened to u ankia di

Shivavy- crying and walk away from them and pov how can I fall so low. I knew that she’s not fine and instead of consoling her I slapped her..why SSO u became the cause of her pains

Om- Shivavy what happened to u

Shivavy- hugged om and start crying i slapped Anika.

Om- what? Shivavy how can u do that don’t u know Anika bhabi state what she’s going through and instead of consoling her I slapped her.

Shivavy- Anika think that I was behind shail kidnapping and she asked me to….( word died in shivavy mouth)

Om- Shivavy what u did how can u fall so low. Instead of consoling her u slapped. And what u did before .Anika bhabi can doubt on u. Plz Shivavy try to understand that she’s not fine don’t give stress to her

Devi g- crying what happened to u ankia why u r hurting urself and u didn’t feel its pain too

Gauri- was with Anika

Anika in sleep- maa please don’t go maa please wait for me maa. Maa how i’m going to liv……

Gauri- Anika di. Anika di wake up what happened and she hug her tightly

Anika- where’s shail

Gauri- di, shail is sleeping in his room

Anika- with much difficulty stood up and walk away from there

Gauri- why u r angry with me what I’ve done. Ok wait let me help u

Anika- stop her and walk away

Shail room

Anika- brushing shail hairs and pov shail what if something had happened to u toady.

Anika inner soul pov- what u r doing u have to keep urself away from them don’t u know u have no time.

Anika- came out of room

Pinky- shame on u in this age u r making urfamily and dadi crying. First u broke a son and mother relation and know hurting us family. Itni manhoos hai tu. Wesay teri maa kaha hai

Anika- got shocked

Gauri- shouted choti maa

Anika- glanced guari and left from there

Gauri-  felt anika pain. where u r going listen to me

Omru- ran to Shivavy and pov the whole incident

Shivavy- mom

Shivavy- i’m coming omru come with me

Gauri- i’m coming too

Anika thinking- pinky aunty is right I’m the cause pains just because of me Dadi, Gaya and shail has to suffer from me. Why Me?

Rudy- Shivavy bhiaya drive fast see bhabi is flying car

Gauri- crying di please drive slow

Om- see Anika bhabi car near XYZ club

Gauri- club

Shivavy- what day is today

Gauri- Tuesday

Shivavy- what?

Om- what happened why u get shocked on Tuesday

Shivavy- chanda told me that Anika spend every Tuesday night in club and malika met me last week and ask me what happened to Anika? I asked her what u mean and then she told me whole story. And did u guys remember one nite Anika went somewhere and came back next day. Malika too anika along with her. Now come with me.
Anika- step in the club

Recipients- ASR

Anika- yes i’m back and she throw the bundle of notes on  his face and shouted club is free enjoy guys.

Meri zindagi k jashan ki last Tuesday nite

Shivomru and guari too followed her

Anika- oye bring it on

Shivavy- Anika is drinking

Gauri- but di don’t drink. She even start doing this.

Om- rudy come we have to stop Anika bhabi

Gauri- anika di what u r doing here

Anika- all drank what u r doing here and dont call me anika di. I’m Anika Singh Rajput. What Anika Singh Rajput.

gauri- di plz come with me u r not in ur senses

Anika- i’m in my senses u go from here.
 Hum bina peeya madhosh thy
 ab peetaye hai toh aye hosh may.

Today I’ve everything NKK sab kuch so go i don’t need any1 know. Only money. So lets enjoy

Om- bhabi why u r drinking its not good

Anika- everything is good except me. Just go from here and let me enjoy my shitty life. Oye Dj  waley play the music I’m coming. Anika start walking but lose her balance and Shivavy hold her hand

Shivavy- Anika come with me

Anika- hello everyone see SSO is here come and greet him.

Aur dj waley tu play the song

Dj wrink Anika

Anika- I’m coming

Shivavy- crying listen Anika

Anika- start swaging

Mainu Ishq Da Lagya Rog Meree Bachane Dee Naiyo Ummeed

( anika brought gauri  and omruto dance floor and singing and dancing)

Mujh Se Kahane Lage Hain Log Meree Bachane Dee Naiyo Ummeed

Mainu Ishq Da Lagya Rog Meree Bachane Dee Naiyo Ummeed

Mujh Se Kahane Lage Hain Log Meree Bachane Dee Naiyo Ummeed

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(Anika- getting close to Shivavy and sings)

Ishq Ne Jala Diya, Sab Kuchh Bhoola Diya

Ishq Ne Dekho Kaisaa Apana Haal Bana Diya

Kaisi Hai Bekhudi, Kaisee Agan Lagee

Jab Se Ishq Hua Hai, Tab Se Duniya Lage Nayee

Ye Dil Hain Ke Maane Naa, Paagal Kuchh Bhee Jaane Naa

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(Anika- pulled Shivavy more closed to herself)

Ishq Mein Mar Jaaye, Aa Kuchh Kar Jaaye

Ishq Ki Khushboo Se Saare Aalam Ko Mahakaye

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Shivvay caressing Anika face.. Anika  free herself and start walking to dj and sings

Pyaar Mein Tere Jaana-Ye-Jaa, Maine Chhoda Hain Saara Jahaan

Mainu Ishq Da Lagya Rog Meree Bachane Dee Naiyo Ummeed

Mujh Se Kahane Lage Hain Log Mere Bachane Dee Naiyo Ummeed

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Anika- got completely lost herself

Shivavy- pull Anika and hold in arms and ask guari and omru to go. I’m coming

Gauri- nodded

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Next day

Anika- woke up and start working like machines and ask servants to do everything fast and i don’t any blunders. I’m i clear

Servants- yes ma’am

Shivvay- woke up and walked towards guest room to see Anika is fine or not. Shivavy step down and was shocked to see the hall was getting decorated and whole mansion was setting. Shivavy what’s going on here.

Anika- bring these lights here

Shivvay- heard Anika voice and pov how can she woke up so early

In mean while all woke up

Anika- was fixing lights

Shivavy- Anika what r u doing.. Anika come down can’t u feel or see ur wounds are fresh

Anika- jump from stool

Shivavy- anikaaa . R u mad plz don’t do this i can’t see u hurt

Anika- really

Shivavy- yes

Anika pov- then get ready to hurt more.

 So u will do what i will ask for

Shivavy- yes i can do anything for my life. Plz forgive me 

Anika- then u have to do lunch and dinner with me and till i don’t complete my meal u won’t leave the dinning table and won’t do anything then I’ll think to forgive u or not

Shivavy- smiled and say done

Dadi- what’s going on

Shivvay- dadi Anika wants to do lunch and dinner with m

Devi g- Anika u woke up so early and what u r doing

Guari- anika di is there any party

Anika- no ur and bhavavy weeding in 3 days

All got shocked to listen this

Devi g- anika what so hurry

Anika- dadi what i told u to fix their wedding date but u didn’t listen so now i myself as to do it and today is ur haldi and mehndi so go and get ready designer’s are coming

Om- but in this short period how we will manage

Anika- not we only me

Gauri- but why di and bhavavy is not here

Anika- u r here na so go and sleep there are two functions in one day

Shivavy- i’m ok with it. Can i help

Anika-  dont u heard i said me .shouted on servant what are u doing set those lights there. Dadi i’m coming and call pandit now

Rudy- what’s going on

Om- bhabi is upto something

Gauri- even I’m feeling something really bad is going to happen

Rudy- notting but good she Anika di talk to Shivavy bhiaya
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Pandit- maa g u called me

Devi g – yes for wedding murat of my daughter’s

Pandit – show me there kundali

Devi g- take this

Pandit- there’s no murat in this week

Dadi- but Anika want wedding in 3 days

Anika- what’s the matter ?

Dadi- beta pandit is saying there’s no murat in these days

Anika- got furious why there’s no murat see it again and give me solution to it and i want to heard yes now hurry i don’t have time

Pandit- got scared  of Anika.. beta there are some hurdles can accour if this wedding took palce. But wait let me check.
 There is one solution but where’s ur bahu maa g

Anika- got angry and shouted woh maa chuki hai got it

Devi g- Anika

Gauri- eyes got watery

Shivvay- too felt bad for them

Pandit- so then its not possible

Anika- when I’m here everything is possible say it I’m going to what mother suppose to do

Pandit- ” suryashasti vrat”

Gauri and dadi shouted NO

Anika- what happened its just a vart

Devi g- beta u won’t keep it

Anika- pandit g tell me when and how to do it I’m ready

Gauri- crying no. Anika di please don’t do this we can delay the wedding na its cold u can’t

Anika- have i asked for ur suggestion

Pandit- we can do it today and it will be

Om- what’s that suryashasti vrat

Pandit-  anika beta has to do  holy bathing, fasting and abstaining from drinking water (Barta), standing in water for long periods of time, and offering prashad(prayer offerings) and arghya to the setting and rising and rising sun and it will be near by river

Shivavy- get up from here we don’t want this

Anika- pandit g tell this maid what u need for this suryashasti vrat she will provide u. I’m doing this none will stop me. Now u can leave pandit g.

Shivavy- Anika please don’t do this its not good for u and its winter not summer’s so please change ur decision

Rudy- Anika di please

Anika- shouted and throw the vase on floor what please ha once a decision is made by ASR it won’t changed at any cost so…

Dadi- Anika puttar
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Precape  will Shivavy be able to stop Anika from keeping suryashasti vrat
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