I wanna heart to die but not soul to live – episode 32

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Devi g- what happened to Anika she’s not what that she’s looking.
I’ve to talk to Anika

All gather in bhavya room

Gauri- how to stop Anika di from this vart she’s very tadibaaz

Om- but we have to do something to stop bhabi it can be dangerous for her

Bhavya- what if we give swear to bhabi

Rudy- yes like bhabi did….

Om- hit Rudy

Shivavy- what Anika did like

Rudy- bite his tongue

Om- Shivavy rudy means like Anika bhabi did for u to make u old tadibaaz Shivavy Singh Oberoi

Gauri- that’s not easy Omkara g. Shivavy bhiaya let Anika di to get close to him as he want Anika di to tease him do romance with him ?
but Anika di to kisi k hath nahe aa rhe.
She even don’t spend time with us and try to peek for chance to ran away from us

Bhavya- and pari was the key that brought both shivika together

Shivavy- yes pari made me realise my feeling of love

Rudy-O that’s why I was saying to u that make me chachu as soon as possible but u took me for-granted

Om- shut up Rudy

Rudy- I’m serious

Shivavy- there’s one solution

Gauri- what baade bhiaya

Shivavy- I know Anika left me for some reason and I also know that omru knew the resaon if u guys tell me then

Om- Shivavy we don’t know

Shivavy- oho really u guys don’t know don’t try to fool me its all just because of that reason difference took place between us. Plz say it na for Anika sake

Om- had a flashback of Anika telling Shivavy is illegitimate

Shivavy- om tell me

Om- I don’t know, guari come with me

Rikara step out

Shivavy- Rudy u tell me please

Rudy- I’m hungry let me get something for myself

Bhavya- for me too wait I’m coming along with u

Shivavy- guys listen to me ok wait i’m also coming

Devi g- shall i talk Anika now or tomorrow. No I’ve to talk to her now

Anika- was in study wearing spectacles buzy with work and she didn’t notice “S” on her Palm.

Devi g- step out of her room and pov pata nahe is larki nay khuch kahaya bhi k nahe

Gauri- Dadi u r still awake are u fine na

Devi g- I’m fine but I’m worried for Anika.. i don’t know why she transferred power of attorney on her name

Gauri- Dadi I’m worried too not for property but for Anika di

Devi g- beta I’m also worried for Anika not for this property but think beta why and not single penny for u both

Bhavya- Dadi night is long and none is sleep come let enjoy this night with Anika di. Like this we’ll get the time to spend with Anika di

Om- yes bhavya u r right

Devi g- bring Anika dinner too and add her medicines in it

Bhavya – let me get it u guys go

Rudy- come soon and bring something for me too

Bhavya – smiled

Anika pov- just two days left here guari will get married and there I’ll fly back to Canada.. and there I’ll spend my last days of this shitty life and after that “MY SOUL WON’T LIVE AND THIS SO CALLED HEART WILL DIE OFF” for what i was waiting for months. Soon it will end.

Anika had a flashback of doctor Mark telling her that u got ” BRAIN TUMOUR” and Anika u r…..

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Dev- inject drugs in her body and put as much charges on her

Police- don’t worry Mr Rajput

Devi- evilly smiled

Police- start torturing Nagini. She pulled Nagini hairs and shouted now tell me the name of ur racket

Nagini- ? ouch i told u before that I’m not involved in any drug racket now leave me otherwise I’m to kill me

Police- u r threating a police officer u know what u have to pay for this

Nagini- if my brother came to know na he’s going to make this world hell for

Police- slapped her oho really first save urself and do u know what’s the punishment of this drug racket and from whom u r working or u urself are the boss

Nagini- shouted I’m not that please leave me. Nagini was getting psycho

Police- put her head in cold water pov the name otherwise u r died

Nagini- took gun from police officer pocket and shoot her

Police 2- slapped her and shouted u killed an officer now no one can save u

Nagini- we’ll see

Police 1- smiled

Dev- that’s good plan worked according to my will and wish now the game of death began ?

Nagini- I haven’t done anything I haven’t killed her. call my brother

Police2 – he is informed

Nagini- save urself from him

Police 2- we’ll see and pray for urself now its murder case of police officer and all are the evidence of this and of many crimes that u committed Miss Ragini

Nagini- ??? how can u torture such a beautiful girl who is hot, thin and gorgeous

Police 2- again give her tight slap ?

Dev- now I shall take ur leave and one more thing she should not be bailed at any cost

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Shivavy- why Anika why u r so scared of darkness today she has learned to fight with everything but why she can’t fight with this darkness. Her eyes were scarced as this darkness has snatched….
From whom should I ask about this. I still remember when it was Anika first night after marriage in OM and just for few seconds light was gone and she start crying.

Anika pov- this darkness has snatched everything from me that was mine. No nobody is mine and I’ve lost nothing and she throw the files ?

Anika tried to hit her hands but she stops. How come this got pasted on my Palm. I haven’t applied mehndi then how come why I’m not getting

Anika start rubbing her Palm but she was unable uff why this is not getting remove ? and she start looking for something to cut this “S” and finally she found paper cutter and she ❌ the “S” blood start oozing from her hand?

Anika closed her eyes but flashbacks don’t let her rest and she had last option to take sleeping pills she opened the bottle took 2 pills and intake it.

Under the effect of pain and pills Anika closed her eyes spectacles were still on her eyes and landed her head on sofa( in sitting position) neck was stretch back one hand on belly and other from which blood oozing

Song played

O…

Kho diya hai maine khudko
Jabse humko hai paaya

Kho diya hai maine khudko
Jabse humko hai paaya
Rootha hai Rabb
Chhoota mazhab
Chhoota hai yeh jag saara

Kho diya hai maine khudko
Jabse humko hai paaya
Kho diya hai maine khudko
Jabse humko paaya…

Anika- maa please don’t go maa please

Devi g- Anika beta

Gauri- Anika di today’s night u r going to spend with us

Omru- yes bhabi

Bhavya- and here comes ur dinner

Rudy- but where’s Anika di

Shivavy- join them too

Devi g- move forward towards couch and was shocked to see Anika laying like this?. Dadi sat beside Anika and start caressing her face and brushing her hairs.

Gauri- Dadi what happened

Devi g – Sshhhhh ?

Shivavy- got numb to see Anika

Bhavya- Anika di

Devi g- chup ho jao pata nahe kab say yuhe so rahe hai kitni thakan hai is k cheraye per. Kis dard say guzar rahe hai..
With whom u guys came to spend time see she don’t have time for herself how she’s going to give time to u all. ?

Rudy- O blood is oozing from bhabi hand

Shivavy- kneely down Anika what u did

Gauri- let me clean her blood and she start wipping blood from Anika hand. Gauri what’s this written on di hand and she got shocked to see “S” on her Palm.
Gauri glanced Shivavy

Shivavy- too glanced guari and in shame bend his head down

Bhavya- Dadi see Anika di has taken sleeping pills

Om- what?

Anika-again humming maa please don’t go maa please how i’m going to live without u

Devi g- hug Anika tightly crying Anika.
Guari leave us alone please I want to stay with my Anika

Bhavya- sign all to leave

Om- Shivavy tu bhi chal. Shivavy

They all turned to leave but then stop

Lights get off

Anika in sleep too again got scared and shouted “MAA” coughing maa I’ll be all alone maa please don’t go

Shivavy crying- hug Anika tightly Anika u r not alone I’m there with u always. Brushing her hairs calm down Anika don’t panic

Gaya- crying vigorously

Devi g- crying Aarohi why u left her alone see ur “ANU” bikhra gaye hai.
Esay kya huwa hai tere sath Anika apni dadi ko bhi nahe batao ge

Shivavy- got tense

Devi g- gauri batao mujh Anika k sath Kya huwa tha

Gauri- Dadi woh, woh……..

Devi g- fuming and ask Shivavy to leave Anika. Bhavya u stay with Anika
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Next morning

Anika woke up took holy bath and start doing Sankashti Chaturthi Puja and Aarthi

Devi g- woke up listening to Aarthi voice.

And soon after her all woke up

Shivavy- rubbing is eyes what a lovely voice but who’s. Shivavy shouted Anika and ran out of room

Dadi- Anika has started
Sankashti Chaturthi

Gaya and shivomru got worried for Anika but as it was Aarthi so all joined their hands and stand behind Anika

Anika- soon Anika finished her puja and half turned back and saw all standing behind her

Devi g- Anika why u did this?

Anika- it was important for gauri life

Gauri- and what about ur life di. Kya ap k liya so ki zindagi ki koi importance nahe hai

Anika- “Nahe”

Shivavy- got angry to heard this. But u don’t believe in bhagwan so why u did this puja infront of Him

Anika- walk off to her room

Bhavya- in evening di has to stand in river for long time how to stop her

Shivavy- I’ll stop her

Jhanvi- but how u will?

Shivavy- Anika is doing this puja for wedding na what if we postpone this marriage

Gauri- but di won’t agree upon this

Dadi- she has to and afterall hum larkaye waley hai. And whatever we are going to say u all Rajputs have to agree

Devi g- I’m ready for it

Shivavy- but we need dadi help and also Dadi g u have to forgive me

Devi g- crying if u can stop her. Jao mainey tujhe maaf kiya per meri poti mujhe lutta do. And she join hands infront of Shivavy

Shivavy- Dadi g plz don’t make me fall more plz. We have to do drama

Gauri- drama

Rudy- we all will be part of this

Om- what I’ve to lie. No I’m not going to lie

Gauri- omkara g plz and who jhoot jo kisi k achye k liya bola jaye woh jhoot nahe hota plz

All make puppy faces

Shivavy crying- plz om

Om- fine

Pinky- no this can’t happen I’ve to tell this to Anika

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Anika- step down with files and talking on fone i don’t care increasing the working hours of workers but the order should be ready today and if some1 do ifs and buts fire them off I’m coming myself

All were listening to Anika

Devi g- beta are u going somewhere

Anika- yes

Bhavya- but di u are fasting atleast don’t do work na rest home

Anika- what’s the link between fasting and work

Gauri- for the whole day u have to keep fast so stay back home

Anika- u want me to still like idols and I won’t die if I’ll work

Shivavy- shouted Anikaaaa

Dadi- how can u say that puttar

Anika- ignore them and drive off

Shivavy- so after 4 hours u r going to call Anika and will say what I told u and Dadi g u know what u all have to do

All nodded yes

Shivavy- good. And meri tadibaaz Anika now I’ll see how u do this Sankashti Chaturthi Puja

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Precape Chanda k samaye aye Anika is sach

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