Hii guys here with my second os. Thank you so much who commented on my first one. I can’t tell my name. Sorry for that. And here is the link for them who missed it.
One Shot
So here we go with my second os.
At last he called me and asked to meet him after 2 months. Yes its two months back when we last meet. We had a talk on between in tv telecast by sas bahu aur betiyaan but I don’t want that to happen. I don’t want but want to talk with him. Haan kuch jyada confusion ho gaya wo mujhe bhi ho gaya tha jab tak mujhe ye nahi pata tha ki main usse kyun miss kar rahi hun.
Haan guys aap sab ke hot sizzling sadu sarna cum kunj ko. Mere liye to wo mera sid hai.
But aaj usse baat hui to aisa laga ki he was literally crying. Pehli baar usne mujhe call kiya show chodne ke baad. And mujhe ye pata chala ki usse jhalak se out kar diya. Main bhi shocked thi it would be better ki main ye bolun ki main ro rahi thi.
Haan guys afterall after listening to his voice that last time on stage mera dil jorr jorr se dhadak raha tha. Mano kisi ne dil mein chura bhok diya ho.
Tumhare har ek ek words mujhe chuv rahe the…
Aaj….. Aaj ek hasi aur baant loon…. Aaj ek dua aur maang loon… Aaj ek aansoo aur pee loon… Aaj ek zindagi aur jee loon…Aaj ek sapna aur dekh loon…..Aaj….. Kya pata kal ho naa ho!
Mujhe ye nahi pata tha ki tum itne jyada hurt hue aur tumhe itna chahiye tha wo mukaam…
Aaj tumne call kiya. 2 months 5 dinn 4 ghante aur 40 seconds ho gaye the tumse baat kiye hue. Main to taras rahi thi tumhare saath baat karne ko. Aur tumne call kiya to main shock thi ki bina sonche i accept.
Tum bole ki hello….Tum hurt the uss jhalak wale incident ke phir bhi apne gum ko chupata hue aur mujhe ye yakeen dilane ke liye ki you are not sad tease karne ke liye bole ki kya main itni excited thi tumse baat karne ko jo bina wait kiye phone recieve kar liya….
Main to blush kar rahi thi lekin ye janti thi ki tum hurt ho Isiliye maine bola ki mujhe nahi baat karni tumse.
But after that you told ki you want to meet me. I also wanted that but i don’t know how i will be able to face you after realizing i love you…. Haan pyar ho gaya tumse. When you use to told filmy dialogues i use to think how you use to remember all that. But after realization i must tell pyaar sab kuch sikha deta hai. Lekin kya tum bhi kisi ko pyar karte ho? Uggh.. I am going to die if i think more.
{There are three words, that I’ve been dying to say to you
Burns in my heart, like a fire that ain’t goin’ out
There are three words, & I want you to know they are true…
I need to let you know}
Ok ok now i guess i should be ready myself to meet him. Just 2 hours left and after that i will be with him. I know not like before as now you are not more that Sid but i want you to be that who loves doing mischief, who never get sad in his life because of stupid incident.
{I wanna say I love you, I wanna hold you tight
I want your arms around me & I, want your lips on mine
I wanna say I love you, but, babe I’m terrified
My hands are shaking, my heart is racing
Cause it’s something I can’t hide, it’s something I can’t deny
So here I go…
Baby I lo-o-o-ve you}
I reached the place which is nor other than his house. Else what can be the more safe and better place to meet a celebrity without even getting media to know.
{I’ve never said, these words to anyone, anyone at all
Never got this close, cause I was always afraid I would falll
But now i know, that I’ll fall right in-to your arms…
Don’t ever let me go}
I was about to know when he opened the door. I was shocked to see him after so many days infront of me. I guess so was he. We both looked in each other eyes with pain and grief. I looked at his eyes and found it getting red. So just to divert his mind i asked.
Me: Tumhe kaise pata chala ki main aa gayi hoon? Ek second bhi late nahi hue gate kholne mein.(i asked him and it was a normal question)
He: Tum hamesha aisa kyun aur kaise kar leti ho? He asked in return.
I looked at him in disbelief. And asked aab maine kya kiya?
{I wanna say I love you, I wanna hold you tight
I want your arms around me & I, want your lips on mine
I wanna say I love you, but, babe I’m terrified
My hands are shaking, my heart is racing
Cause it’s something I can’t hide, it’s something I can’t deny
So here I go…
Baby I lo-o-o-ve you}
He: Really? Mujhe batana hoga ki kya kiya tumne.
Me: Ok. Dekho i saw ki you are about to cry Isiliye soncha ki kuch karti. Sad hoge na tum jhalak ke karan.
He: What? Ye reason hai ki tumne wo bola. Believe nahi hota ki tum aaj bhi nahi samjhi. Uggh….(he said being irritated)
{Take it in, breathe the air
What is there to really fear
I can’t contain, what my heart’s sayin’
I gotta say it out loud…}
Me: ooo so that was the reason. Aab samajh aaya.
Sid face sparkled up and a smile covered his face.
When i continued…..
Tum udas ho kyunki ab tum apne love se nahi mil paoge. Main to ussi dinn samajh gayi thi jab tumne uss dinn bola…. Umm kya tha wo.. Oo Haa.. tumhari aankhein mujhe Maldives ki samundar ki yaad dilati hai, dub jaane ka dil karta hai.. Tumhari ye smile..social service hai tumhari ye smile..dekho tension kaam ho raha hai aas paas…. Tumhari ye kamar jise chune ka haqq kisi ko nahi…..par dekhne ka sab ko hai, Tumhare haath darr lagta hai ki ek baar tham liye to zindagi bhar kabhi chod nahi paunga…
Right? So mr Sidhant gupta is sad because of Jacqueline. Pyar ho gaya hai usse tumhe….☺(i said being irked and somewhat in jealousy mimicking him)
{I wanna say I love you, I wanna hold you tight
I want your arms around me & I, want your lips on mine
I wanna say I love you, but, babe I’m terrified
My hands are shaking, my heart is racing
Cause it’s something I can’t hide, it’s something I can’t deny
So here I go…
Baby I lo-o-o-o-ve you}
He was like what the hell wala look…
But uske baad pata nahi what he thought and then…
He: Umm… Yes, but tumhe kaise pata? Waise you use to watch me in Jhalak?
As soon as i heard his questions i was like main to gayi…
Me: waise mujhe andaar bulane ka irada nahi hai kya.
Saying this i entered the house. Must say it was well maintained and beautiful. I went near couch and sat there. Having a sigh of relief that i am out of danger now. As i was relaxing he again repeated the same question.
I: No it was just like i was going through channels and saw jhalak and you’re on the stage Isiliye i thought to see.
I had a feeling that i have crossed k2 but again he questioned but i guess you don’t like to see tv programs?
Me: Everything doesn’t lies for forever. Saying this i was about to stand up when he told kuch to jal raha hai?
Usse kaise pata chala i started to think but then left that thought away and told pagal ho gaye ho kya jealous and me?
I was about to continue when i listened him saying pagal toh hun lekin pyar mein…
I felt like killing him that time. How dare he to say that to me, to jasmin bhasin all that.
I was boiling in anger when i felt someone hand in my shoulder. Yes it was he..
Do he also loves me? Was the thing that comes to my mind but all the thought get disturbed when he back hugged me. He made my hair to the one side and kissed me at my neck. I was feeling butterfly in my stomach and had turned crimson red due to all of his sudden action. He took my top stripe down and kissed me on both my shoulder. I had feeling of being in heaven. But suddenly his words come to my mind when i pushed him away and without letting any word i was about to go.
When he hold me through my wrist and i literally was again shocked with his sudden action.
Every time I see you, I think I’m out of control. I do not know why I am feeling this way, but it’s like nothing I’ve ever experienced before. I’d like to touch your face to see if it’s real. How could I not notice until now that your face could launch a thousand ships?
I’d like you to know that I love you so much, more than I have ever loved anyone. I just want to stay with you while I can for as long as you’ll let me.
I was just engrossed in his words that i want to listen it more. Lekin sayad usne ye soncha ki i am hurt to know ki he loves me. So just said sorry and moved a bit when i hugged him from back so tightly….
Me: Pyar tha toh bola kyun nahi. Idiot. Hamesha main ye sonchti rahi kya hoga jab tumhe meri feelings ka pata chalega. Pata hai main kitni hurt thi jab tumne bina mere bare mein sonche ye bol diya ki tum aab show chod rahe ho? Really you didn’t even cared for me once. I loved you always… I want you in my side always. I want to be in your arms always. I just want you to be mine. Lekin main ye sonchti rahi ki main pagal hun tum kisi aur se pyar karte ho. Thank god main galat thi. Pata hai aaj jitni khushi galat sabit hone pe ho rahi hai utna to sahi sabit hone pe bhi nahi hui…….
I was doing nonstop blabbering aur mujhe rokne ke usne……Ummm…. Yeah he kissed me it was soft kiss yet most pleasurable one.
It was not only a kiss but it shows our pain , sadness, lust, grief and love towards each other. It was passionate one. I was just losing myself in his arms. When he told i always want you to love me. I love you jasmin.
Me: i love you too…
And we both pulled into a hug.☺
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Love you a lots….
SiyappaQUEEN