Will you be without me? Chapter 31

Some things are better not to happen…..

Pragya had no choice but to just read Akash’s diary to find something out about Abhi and him. Pragya, Sorry Akash! But I have no choice there is no one I knew who is related to you and your diary is the only way that I can know about Abhi and you.
Pragya read the diary and found out everything but some of the pages were missing especially after the part where Akash had mentioned to Abhi that he cannot get along with Pragya and this cannot happen forever. Pragya thought why did Akash told that way? At that point of time why he never tell me all this? She remembered that Akash did try to talk to her about something but was very hesitant to tell. Was this the matter that he was hesitant to talk about? And why did he tear off some of the pages of the diary? She flipped frantically to the other pages hoping that she could find out something. And in the last page of the diary she found something written.

Dear di…
I know that someday you would read my diary as I know Abhi will surely be part of your life and he will have a lot of questions about my sudden change. He always has questions and now it is your turn to answer his questions on my behalf. U know di that I may or may not be with you to reveal what really happened. So now I am telling…Di! When Abhi first told me that he is very impressed by the way you behave, I saw the love for you in his eyes. I was so happy! It can’t be expressed in words on how happy I was as my di is lucky to get Abhi as her life partner. Yes di! From that moment I knew that Abhi would be your life partner…But something happened that change my behaviour towards him. I did make some efforts to make u all closer but some things are better not to happen…but what to do? It happened….It was our parents who decided to get you married to our family friend and they did not told u about that. Then I had no choice but just to behave rude to Abhi so that he cannot get closer to you…But now I am in my death bed writing this as our parents also have died. And now I will also be going away far from you….But I know you are a strong person who can overcome everything so will u tell all this to Abhi and make him believe that his friend never cheated him….

Pragya broke down into tears thinking about how much Akash was feeling bad when he wrote all that. He could have just told all this to me and I would have understood. Why did u have to bear so much of pain Akash? U are my brother and u have all rights to share your pain with me! Now when I think about how much pain u had gone through by behaving rudely to your best friend, it makes me painful too. In one way, I am also the reason of your pain! I assure you that I will make Abhi realise that u never cheated him! And of course I know he loves me a lot but the thought that his friend did not help him made him think wrongly.

As for Abhi he was feeling bad too as he felt that he had over reacted to whatever had happened. But maybe he was behaving like that due to his love for Pragya…He couldn’t accept the fact when Akash told him that it cannot happen.

Pragya, misunderstandings do happen but you two should have talk to each other and resolved it. And u all made me to involve in this too…Whatever has happened had happened and now it’s my responsibility to resolve this issue. Akash! I am alone now and Abhi is all I have now…and he is someone who you wanted me to be with too. And I will do anything to fulfil your wish and dreams…

Pragya had her own plans to make Abhi realise that his friend never cheated him and he should have also made efforts to know why Akash had a sudden change. Now Pragya will make Abhi understand that his love for her had blinded his friendship. Both friendship and love should have equal importance in our life and it is difficult if any one of this gets affected by misunderstanding. So how will Pragya make Abhi realise his mistakes? To know that u all have to wait for the next update….