Will you still love me #Riansh (immj2) part 2

I know I am late but I can’t do anything and next chapter will also going to late….ek chapter bacha hai
Jhel yrr….i know many must be feeling irritated when I didn’t reply to them but..sorry for that….
This chapter I wrote in hurry….so may be it lack emotions or base….i gave for the sake of update as all are waiting since….ut ane manse nhi likha h…

Episode starts

It was shown that vansh was sitting in the office of an orphanage and talking about some donation
When a lady enter and complained about one girl to the chief.

Lady: ma’am Riva again showing tantrums in eating.

Chief: did she had her medicine?

Lady: no, I don’t understand why we are keeping this mental with us…we should send her to mental asylum.

Chief: I know what i have to do…send her to my office.

She went out and chief apologised to vansh for disturbance.

Lady came with Riva….when vansh saw her, his eyes watered and quickly getting up he engulfed her in embrace…

Vansh: Ridhima why did you left me…..

Lady: what are you doing sir?

Chief: yes, mr. Raisinghania

Riva too pushed him.

Vansh: Ridhima, me your vansh….i know I did I mistake by saying all that….i shouldn’t. Please me.

Lady: sir she is riva and how come you know this mental.

Vansh: shut up, she is not mental…she is my wife Ridhima.

Chief: you are mistaken…she not any ridhima..Riva did you know him.

Riva nodded negatively….” I am sorry Ridhima….but don’t say like this. I know you are doing all this because you are hurt…..i am sorry that I rejected your proposal that day, and lost two important person of my life”

Chief: beta you go and eat food.

Riva again nodded and moved out….

Vansh: I Want to talk to her…

Chief: Mr Raisinghania….you are mistaken. She is not your wife…..and when did she married you….you know because of her mental issue we never send her out….she is living her since childhood.

Vansh: childhood?

Chief: yes, mr. Raisinghania….she is living here since her childhood…..and I heard that you lost your wife in an accident.

Vansh: I want to see her paper.

Chief: sure sir……

Chief showed him her papers and he was shocked with the piece of information.

Vansh: want to meet her….

Chief: you can’t sir.

Vansh: please ma’am…..try to understand.

Chief: okay

They moved to her room….when vansh saw the room he became shocked because it was one bed size room….
She was was lying on the carpet on floor…in this heavy winter…he cursed himself for her condition….once she was queen of the palace now she is living bathroom size room.He closed his eyes.
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One year ago…..

Ridhima made good arrangements and decorated the place nicely then invited Kabeer in the mansion. Kabeer came there and they spent good time together like lovey-dovey couple….They were sitting hugging each other when Ridhima spoke “kabeer I want to share something”

Kabeer: say!

Ridhima: dad bycoted me.

Kabeer shouted with shock ” what?”

Ridhima: yes, when he come to know that I and vansh are parting then he broke all the ties with me.

Kabeer: and you are telling me now?

Ridhima: it was just slipped from my mind…but don’t worry we will settle everything. We will make our own world.

Kabeer (little louder): Ridhima are you mad or what?

Ridhima looked at him and said ” kabeer we love each other.”

Kabeer: I do but I am not capable of affording your highness.

Ridhima: kabeer I never demand anything from you.

Kabeer: Ridhima look, I never asked you to divorce your husband and be in relationship after your marriage, cheat your useless husband.

Ridhima shockingly looked at him and her eyes teared ” kabeer even did you know what are you saying? It means you never loved me…..those promises of being with me even after seven birth were all a lie”

Kaber: at that time you were not married.

Ridhima: what? If you saying so then why did you came back in my life after marriage.

Kaber: I was broken due to your marriage when you came in front of me then I didn’t able to resist myself….but you should stopped me and should have created a line between us.

Ridhima: how can you just blame me for all this.uf you this much saint then why did you resumed your relation with married women.

Kabeer: now leave all this, I also have a sister if I will marry you then society will mock her and blame her that she will also going to do the same as you did….then who will marry her.

Ridhima: Kabeer Ishani is also my best friend….what about me and our baby…

Kabeer’s eyes hoped out due to shock and stood up from his place ” yes Kabeer I am pregnant with your child”

Kabeer: shut up Ridhima….how can you so sure that you are pregnant with my baby…it can be vansh’s too. He is your husband.

Ridhima slapped kabeer and shouted ” you think me characterless…..I loved you then why will have s*x with him….and for your kind information I am two month pregnant…if you know then you know abhi saadi k bs 60 din huye hai….

Kabeer looked at her and said “abort this child…if I don’t want to marry you then how will I am going to accept this child.”

Ridhima said with heavy voice ” it’s symbol of our love “

Kabeer: it’s not symbol of our love….instead it is sin.

Ridhima again slapped him….moved out from here and never show me your face. Otherwise I will kill you….you are not ready to take responsibility of child but I am not like you…i will give birth to this child. blo*dy coward “

She pushed kabeer and after cloosung the door she started crying hardly….after crying for hours she get up and placed hand on her belly ” don’t worry bachha…mumma will always with you. She will give love of both mother and father….” After talking to her baby she went to sleep.

Next day, kabeer somehow convinced Ridhima to meet him in hospital then he forced her to abort the child, she protested but nurse gave her anesthesia and soon she loses the senses.

And doctor started preparing things for the abortion while she was lying on a stretcher other side the OT.
It was her good luck that vansh was also present in same hospital as while going offices his car hit a pregnant women so he had to brought the hospital….when he was going he saw Ridhima out side the OT. He rushed to her and patted her cheeks ” Ridhima….Ridhima…what happen”

He asked the ward boy who was standing near her ” what happened to her…why she is unconscious”

Ward boy: coz she wants to abort her child

Vansh with a shocked expression” what??”

Ward boy: even her husband is ready for it.

Vansh with anger: shut up? She is my wife and I never permitted it…..moreover what is the fault of this unborn baby whom you are going to kill.

Ward boy: sir it’s you all who decide so now go from here.

Vansh: did you know abortion is illegal and a crime…what if I complain about it then your hospital will be close.

Vansh brought ridhima to the car then he drived to her father’s mansion. Ridhima gained conscious in the way only….” What were you doing to do with this child” asked vansh.

Ridhima was already feeling like cry now this question made her burst into crying. ” what is the mistake to this innocent creature….how can you ridhima?”

Ridhima was looking at him and want to cry hugging him but can’t….she want to share her agony but she can’t….she want to pull out her pain in front of him but can’t….she can’t…she can’t…coz she lost all the rights…its…its vansh generosity that he is still with her.

Vansh ranged the bell, her father came out and stopped Ridhima there only ” I told you that you are nothing to me then are you here”

Vansh: sir,

Dad: vansh let me talk to her….why are you here…go… go to your kabeer.

She was crying and helplessly looking into his eyes.” How many times I told you, he is not good but you were blind now face the consequences alone…..beta I am your father then I why I think bad about my daughter, when I gave you best think of life but look at you who lost diamond in saving litter….”

Ridhima was crying hardly and now she looked at him ” dad please “

Dad: what please, it’s true I gave best things to you like college, clothes then how can you thought that vansh is not good for….when it’s about your life, with whom you going to spend life,

Ridhima murmured between sobs” sorry dad!! “

Dad: your mere sorry can’t change things. If chose something for you then you must have trusted me that I am your and your my own part then how can I snatch your happily…you must have showed little faint in my and must have tried to give one chance….and trust your this father for whom you were his world…(ridhima looking at him). Yes ridhima you were…you were…

Ridhima(crying and hicupping): d…dad I…I…I need you…

Dad: you lost all the right when you cheated on vansh and started extra marital affair with kabeer….you became dead for me when you divorced him for that bastard kabeer….now go I don’t want to see your face.

Ridhima: plllee…please d…dad don’t say like this…where I will go.

Dad: go to your so called love for whom you destroyed yours and vansh’s beautiful relation. Itani din tum vansh k sath rhi kabhi tumhe uska pyaar, ushake efforts nhi dekhe…how can you so blind.

Ridhima: I know dad I did wrong but give me one chance I will mend all the things and will become good daughter….

Dad: you are late beta…you are late….you ruined your life by your own hand…kis cheek ki kami thi tumhre pass…now see you don’t have anything.Nere show me your face.

Saying this he closed the gate. Ridhima collapsed on the floor, crying bitterly. Vansh came to her support her and after somete he made her stand, they started walking…she was sobbing silently. Her face was all red and her hairs were messy. She looked at vansh and said ” th……thank..y..youuuu…foorr…he..hepl…you..you can go.”

Vansh: no need of it…you tell me where I should drop you.

Ridhima: he..here only.

Vansh: don’t talk like mad….where you will stay.

Ridhima: can…can you give me your phone…

Vansh gave her phone…she called her friendly for help but they made excuse and ended the call. After the call, she falls on the road and started crying. Vansh was mercifully looking at her and feeling bad for her….” What happen Ridhima”

Ridhima: nothing…you should go.

Vansh: where you will stay.

Ridhima: I don’t know.

Vansh looked at her for sometime….he loved her wholeheartedly how can he see her in pain…..and then said “come with me to my home.”

Ridhima: I can’t vansh…

Vansh: then where you will go….and remember you are pregnant…

Ridhima: then also…i can’t go with you, we are divorced and how will your family react.

Vansh: I will handle them…you are coming with me that’s it….

Ridhima also don’t have any other option and she don’t want her child get punishment of her faults. She went to his house…everyone was shocked and started arguing with vansh….they were fade up with ridhima’s bad behaviour.

Chachi: you don’t beta, these kind of girls…she is traping you.

Aryan: yes, bhai you are too innocent.

Dadi: you forgot how much she insulted us.

Vansh: I never asked anything from you all and always supported you with your decision if today I want your support then you all backing off.

Dadi: we love you and we are not backing….we are concerned about you and don’t want you to spoil your life for someone else who doesn’t care for you….

Vansh: I said she will stay here then she will.

Ridhima was looking down as not able to face them….whom she always blamed and taunted for spoiling her life….he is with her and fighting with his own family for her.

Ridhima: vansh you don’t have to fight for me….i will look another place…

Chachi: then do…and leave us for his sake.

Vansh: Chachi

Dadi: what Chachi, she is saying same…you have to decide she or us.

Vansh: you stay here, ….i will go with her to VR mansion where I was staying a day ago….

Dadi: you are leaving us for her…for her.

Chachi: vansh, you will regret in future. She is not worthy of your love and care…..she is just using you. Pata nhi kya…kya gul khilaye hoge apne boyfriend or..or..na jane kitno k sath.

Ridhima looked at Chachi with tears.” Shut up chachi….you are women and talking these things about another one…don’t forget she is still my wife…we only filled for divorce not divorced.”

He grabbed Ridhima’s hand and moved out from the mansion…she was just looking at him. Her father was right she lost Diamond in saving trash….she lost…she lost him.

Ridhima spoke when they settled in the car ” vansh how can you so good and selfless….and why are you doing all this for me…who ruined your life”

Vansh: tmhri jagaha or koi bhi hota, jiske sath mai rha hu to bhi mai yahi krta.

Ridhima: but you shouldn’t leave your family for me…

Vansh: I am not doing this for you….i am doing this for that unborn baby whom you want to kill….what if you again pull out same stunt….

Ridhima: no, vansh…it wasn’t me…it’s kabeer

Vansh: and you agreed with him.

Ridhima: nhi, he tricked me.

Vansh: stop laying…..i know you must have thinking about your beauty.

Ridhima: you are taking me wrong vansh.

Vansh: I don’t want to argue so just drop the matter here only.
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Vansh and ridhima started living together….Ridhima changed here behaviour for the things and trying to become good mother.

It was Sunday, Ridhima was sitting in the hall when bell rang. She went to open saw vansh’s family. They came inside and asked ” where is vansh”

Ridhima: he is sleeping.

Dadi: tm jaisi besaram Ladaki nhi Dekhi maine…..thori si bhi saram hai tm me to chali jao yaha ….

Chachi: maa ji aisi ladakiyo ko saram nhi aati….they are habitual of trading rich man….i know why she did this.

All the time Ridhima was just looking down with tearful eyes.

Dadi: or kya…ishe to ishake baap ne bhi ghr se anikal diya….or aa gayi mere vansh k gale padane…shameless girl.

Chachi: go and call vansh…

Ridhima went to call vansh…and when she was returning back. Aryan stopped her “how are you?”

Ridhima: fine….

Aryan: is kabeer was that bad.

Ridhima: I don’t want to talk about him.

Aryan: or vansh bhai is that good in bed…..(smirked)

Ridhima’s eyes widened and looked at him “please leave my way”

Aryan: try me Ridhima…..i much better then both….

Ridhima: shut up,

And she moved but Aryaan grabbed her wrist ” once ridhima…..you will love it”

Ridhima(angry): leave my hand.

When he didn’t left then she piered nails in his hand and stomped on his leg. He shrienked in pain and left her hand.

Ridhima: never ever try these filthy tricks on me……are you leave or should I call your brother.

Aryan: you will regret this…

Ridhima: let’s see.

She went to hear room and started crying….and decided to leave. When she was packing her stuff. Then she heard a voice ” where you will go leaving this place…” She turned saw her shadow question her., …

Ridhima: kahi bhi….

Shadow: you are not good daughter…..not wife….and good person…..now leaving this house you will going to punish your child…..how will you going to take care of your child….kaha jaogi or kaise log hoge socha hai kabhi…..if this world is so good then when people like you and kabeer existing.

Ridhima: I can’t bear their words…

Shadow: it’s your karma…..you are a example of big failure…..but still you have one chance to become good mother……you have six months to think about your future and job…

Ridhima opened her mouth to say but sadhow vanished….she said determinly ” I will bear their tunt for my baby….but I will not let happen anything to him….” She wiped her tears and said keeping hand on the womb “baby…you will stay me Nah…..i need you…please come fast….you Mumma is alone”
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Days started passing like this and ridhima started liking vansh and admiring him secretedly. She was sitting the room searing about vansh on Google…..downloading photos from there and making hard copy of them she hanged in the room.

Vansh hardly talk to her…she spent most of the time office and his library….but never forget to take care of her…..she wanted to talk to him but he always ended with yes and no….

One she went to his library and found him sleeping. A sweet smile formed in her fame and she went near him….looked at his face.

Ridhima: how cute he is looking while sleeping….how handsome is his face.

She touched his face and on feel touch vansh opened his eyes….she quickly withdraws her hand and said sorry.

Vansh: is anything you need.

Ridhima: yes, you…

Vansh: what?

Ridhima: I mean I want to go out….i mean in park can you come with me…

Then they both moved to the park…they were silently sitting on the bench….collecting some courage Ridhima moved near to him and kept her head on his shoulder….vansh was shocked and looked at her but she was looking down…….then a girl came to them and vansh excused himself….they were talking and ridhima was looking at them…..feeling jealousy he never smile while talking to her….even he never show interest in talking to her…when he came back she asked

Ridhima: vansh who was she?

Vansh: she is my employee.

Ridhima: I thought friend.

Vansh smiled and went from there…”if she is not his friend then why were she sticking to him….” Suddenly her expression changed and thought about things once he saw her with him…then how he must have felt….

” Yes!! Have you ever thought how he would have felt when he come to know about you….how he would have felt when you made fun of him in front of your friends and played with his feeling….no man will going to tolerate those things that you have done with him….think once you use to feel ashamed being with him…now you are not liking him with his employee…i wish you would have realised these things earlier”

Ridhima: I know he will not accept me that is why I am suppressing my feeling…..
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Now six month is passed….and Ridhima is 8th month….today she decided to express her feeling to him….she decorated his room and when vansh came to his room he was shocked…..Ridhima went on her both knees and then held vansh both hands in her…
He was directly looking into her eyes…

Ridhima: I know was we have bitter past because of me….i tried to control my feeling but can’t….i am worst person of this world….worst daughter and wife….i am not worthy of your love but still I am asking….”Will you still love me”

Vansh took time to understand and then he made her stand up…” What was this”

Ridhima: these were my feeling for you….you can say no to me….

Vansh started moving but ridhima stopped him ” at least answer me vansh…”

Vansh: what you want to hear.

Ridhima: what your heart want to say…

Vansh: don’t ask this question….i am doing what is right….we are living together because of Ridham….

Ridhima eyes teared but she controlled and smiling sadly she murmured ” thank you” keep hand on her belly she said ” see baby how much your buddy love you”

After that ridhima because formal to vansh….like saying sorry and thanking for little…little things…..not demanding things like earlier….just agreeing with him…..vansh was frustrated with her changed behaviour…..Ridhima started searching for job and her luck was good…she found a job that was offering the service of work from home with handsome money….with so much courage she Went to vansh room and locked….

Vansh worriedly came to him…she said ” vansh I got a job ….they are offering me good survive..”

Vansh: are you mad….you will not work in this condition….

They had argument (will shown in next chapter)
and vansh angrily left the room….calling him again and again ridhima tried to go after him but due to pregnancy she was not able walk fast…..she was coming down to stop him and her leg slipped…..calling vansh name’s loudly she rolled down.

She cried in pain “vvv…vaaannshh…” Pain was unbearable…floor was coloured with her blood…she kept her hand on belly and thinking about her baby she crawled so that she can reach to landline phone which was kept just opposite to her….but she was not able to move a inch….” Ba..baby…nn…nothing…wiill happen…mm..mmuum…mumma is with you Nah…”
She again tried but the pain not allowing her to move a bit.

Vansh tied to open the car but couldn’t so he moved in inside to take keys but when he saw the scenario he frozen….then recovering himself he ran to her….” Ridhima”
She took her in arms…she lazily opened her eyes…
” ple.., .p.le.ase…du.. me…a..f.av.ou.r…saa…save….save…my…my …ba…baby..,” she said with cracking voice….

Vansh quickly went to key hanger and then taking her arms he moved to car…..

Precape:

Doctor: sorry, we are not able to save them….baby was dead at the spot only and we tried to save mother but can’t ….

Vansh collapsed on the floor….” Why did with you both….i killed you both….i killed you….i killed you both because of my ego….I killed you two….”